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sooo i went to my dads on friday for the first time ever. it wasn't bad at all it was actually fun. But it sort of seems like he's trying to buy us over. I think my brother and sister might be getting sucked in but im deffinatley not. I hope it just stays good and nothing else goes wrong.

i hung out with my best friend today and i realized we dont hang out enough anymore cuz i had a blastt and we didnt even do anything really. =]

but i didnt get to hang out with ker-bear this weekend which sucks =[ but next weekend is valentines day which im really looking forward too =]

<3

Steelers Baby!! <3

Soooo I am officially a loyal Pittsburgh Steelers fan. I was slowly started to like them more and more but now I have a really good reason to like them. They are the only NFL to win 6 Super Bowls! I believe that makes them the best team in the league! I don't think any other team have to use TWO hands to count the number of winning Super Bowls ;) Anyways, we had a little get-together at my house and it was a BLAST.. until Kerbear had to leave =/ but it was still fun.


Earlier that day we went bowling and laser tagging with my dad. That was fun too except i lost like every game we played! but it not about winning right ? =] AND my dad got us Guitar Hero World Tour for the Wii! pretty freakin awesomee.

Soo let's just sayy yesterday was a good day :)

update =]

okay so things with my dad are slowly starting to get better with my dad (at least i hope so) but everytime i think it is he does something else and i get shot down again. so we went to dinner the other day. my mom and my dad together ? yeah really weird. but it went surprisingly well. i just really hope eventually things will get better.

the boyfriend is still amazing. we have our ups and downs but mostly ups =] i cant help but think sometimes that hes too good for me and there is someone out there that is better for him than i am. is it normal for me to think that? it sure doesnt stop me from loving him =] thats all that matters.

my best friend is pretty amazing too. i love her to death. she has had a lot of guys screw her over and i really hope someday soon she finds someone that actually cares but its hard to find someone like that these days. but if she doesnt find someone she always has me =p


by the way if anyone is reading these i think you should let me know =]

p.s. i like smileys ;)

Life <3

Well I'm new to thiss so I gotta get used to it..

I'm finally satisfied with how my life is going. I have been through so much crap, but it's finally getting better.

My parents are trying to get a divorce but it has taken a year and it's still not final. My dad has completely lost his mind and his ability to be a father no matter how many "parenting classes" or "anger classes" he has taken.But on the other hand I have gotten super close too my mom through the whole thing. Its great to be able to talk to her and tell her things.We have our moments, but we're like best friends =]

I've made a few mistakes when it comes to boys, but I've learned from my mistakes and i think i finally found the one i want to stick with =]. My Ker-bear means everything to me. We have so much fun when we're together in unbelievable. He makes me so happy its amazing. Its only been a month but it seems like so much longer than that. If I wouldn't have made that stupid mistake it could have been 11 months. But I learned and now we're together and that's all that matters.

I think I'm gonna like blogging so I'll keep this updated on how amazing my life is <3